Hi NIna and Jesus

Since I last blogged about you NIna:

Avielle has seen you in Jesus several times:

-NIna & Jesus riding a motorcycle ( while we were driving somewhere)
-Nina & Jesus dancing under a tree. Nina has a sparkly dress on...think Jesus was wearing a tie
-Nina & Jesus dancing in the sky

I miss you NIna. I am so glad you are in heaven with Jesus. Jesus help me to give her over to you.
Sometimes I am affraid I am going to forget NIna..but I never ever will forget my older twin sister. She had a good life and now her time on earth is done and she gets to spend her time with you.
In eternity each one of us gets our own undivided attention & intimate time with you Jesus.

Thank you ,

Love Ray

Pushing thru the Valley...

1.5 out of 5 pucks

Brutal day today. Slept off and on for about 16 hours. not a personal best. I have done 20 hours before.:P

There is just NO LOGICAL REASON for how you just wake up and end up under a mountain of deppression. I had a relaxing weekend, didn't do much besides play with my girls (4 yr and 1.5yr) and *wham* i can't even get out of bed.

I did force myself to go to work today (cleaning the community centre as the resident janitor)..just wish I forced myself to face the day. I know these moods are just part of my emotional illness and are not the truth.

I am gonna beat this, with God's help

Father, give me mercy, unbreakable power and love so i can rise above my moods and live in your joy.
in Jesus name,

R