Nina Memory & Storybook

Thats me and my Neener.

One day I will see her again

I am going to start to work on a memory book for her.

I so remember Nina dancing around during a rockin out worship time at Godrock on a Friday night and I am sure we were lie 19 or 20.

Sooo good that she is home with God and it is so precious that God reminds me of her often with such beautiful memories of her. Than you Jesus =D grateful and on this rememberance day I remember the sacrifices made by peace keepers and my beautiful twin sister Nina.

Aug 14th 7:47pm - Avielle's word

"Jesus is dancing with Nina"
I am crying and worshipping singing adoration-b. brown

and Avielle says "Well ...Jesus needed someone to play with" that's why he took Nina

pictures: grieving with God's power

I am empty but God refuses to stop pouring his love & strength into me.

Picture: Big Eyes with huge tear ducty muscles...
"beacause you have grieved the loss of your Dad with me, you know how to grieve with me....you have the tools to walk out Nina's death. I am with you just like I was 16 years ago"

Atara knows how to fight an battle in prayer too...she prayed and helped bring yuo back to sanity on her knees with Jesus.

SLOW DOWN. Breath. Focus. Jesus is always here and helping you. be open

R

Aug8th-10th & Nina's memorial

I am gonna put together a picture book of Nina's life for Avielle & Cassia.

Still sorrowful yet joyful over the events of the past 5 days and Nina leaving us here to be with Jesus.

Sunday Night (yesterday)

*highlight* Brian Thiessen lead worship and had to leave to drop Tyus his son off at bible camp. Loralee was gonna cover but then asked me to do the last worship song during communion "Whiter Than Snow". She just said to me "I love your worshipping heart" and I was already deeply engaged in worshipping Jesus the whole night ...finding comfort in the strong arms of Jesus and Dad-God as i grieve the loss of my older twin sister Nina, while at the same time being overwhelmed by God's peace that He is taking care of her and Nina is exceedingly happpy to be with Jesus.

Dad-God even said to me during worship:

"I am so proud of you...just like I was 16 years ago'
took me a bit to figure out the numbers....I am 37 now and when I was 21, my earthly dad left my mom/....yet I clung to God and grew into loving, trusting and knowing my Father in Heaven at this time.

Praise the Lord!