Theophostic - Day 2

4.9 out of 5 pucks.....yeah I am doing reaaallly goood!

I had a chance to do some Emmanuel Prayer Counselling as art of the 3 day Immanuel Training session and it was really good. I am still processing alot, but from what i've learned so far, I can be a healthier, more spiritually & emotionally balanced bipolar as I bring damaged parts of my heart & life to Jesus. The huge picture Jesus gave me today was of a bed and i needed to rest in it....except there was barbwire & rocks in the bed...making it uncomfortable.

Level 1: Basic attachment skills are key to life....learning how to be at rest and comfortable with yourself. you learn this when you are a baby and when mom & dad nurture you and give you affection...this is where you feel 'wanted'

With bipolar I am always running a 100 miles an hour and I have to train myself to "stop & do nothing"...go in the opposite spirit....quiet and 'self sooth' in a healthy way.

I am learning that now and God is starting to take the barbwire out of my bed so i can rest there.

stay tuned

Jesus...help me to lovingly attach to you...help me to rest and be quiet & still...Bipolar be at rest in Jesus name. amen
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