Diabetes...this time I have to deal with it

3 out of 5 pucks

Soooo what's new you ask?

Well my diabetes that I have been in denial over has crossed from "acute" to "here's your EKG test and you better look after yourself or you will be leaving this world veeerrrryyy soon!"

Again I am not afraid of death, as I will meet Jesus on the other side, but I feel I still have some things to look out for while I am here on terra firma....i.e. my two little girls and the birth of my baby boy in 3 months....

So I am starving right now...am on brand new "sugar lowering" meds ( 3 X a day....and no beer...*wah*) and testing my blood sugar like crazy.


I was diagnosed with diabtetes in 2002 around the same time as my first bipolar expisode, but have been in denial about it and pretty much eatting and drinking whatever I wanted.

My blood sugar AFTER 10 hrs fasting was 10.7.......and it should've been 6 or less....even a 4....

so I am gonna be as repsponsible with diabetes as I am being with Bipolar.

Cause I just don't have a choice.

Jesus; this is huge. help me take care of my body and develope some healthy eatting habits. I am sure I will lose tons of weight as a result of this so get me to a healthy 180 from the 207lbs I am now. Thanks God