Thank you God for letting me have this music job.
A lot of sacrifices have been made, and I should not grumble or complain when it is slow.
I need to be content, whether I am playing to 14 kids or none at all (like todays 'zero' audience).
I definitely can't hype it up. I may never get bigger than this: There isn't a promise that God gives you when you are following him to be rich or famous or talented or anything. It is just to be obedient.
I have truly tried to be that. and I am grateful for the opportunity.
It has been a good ride.
I also realize that I have not prayed hard into these things: wisdom in decisions made may have been more fruitful. Instead I have been manipulated by my own wisdom and insecurities.
I just lay the full weight of my future on Him. I fully trust Him to provide for all my needs----and my family's needs.
and it is probrably gonna mean another job but I am ok with that.
Thank you Lord