"With Micah I am going to teach you how to be still"-God
Just spending time in God's presence as I try to "father-nurse" Micah to sleep. Realized he doesn't like me singing him a lullaby to get sleepy. Also reminded by the Holy Spirit of Nina & I in the womb as babies.
had a sense today that maybe i felt responsible for my twin being sick/special needs in the womb...maybe thats why i always felt uncomfortale around her and would distance myself.
Precious Nina's 1 yr heaven dat is this week...i love her and miss her dearly but she is living the richest life imaginable with our Saviour Jesus. This life counts for nothing if he is not your God--believe me!
Jesus i love you ...thank you for taking care of my beloved older twin sister Nina
amen
